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a friend of mine committed suicide on tuesday. he was the father of one of my best friends kids and a pereson who was quite amazing despite his faults. i've been pretty blank about it till tonight and now i can't stop crying.
r.i.p. david campbell, you will be missed.
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[21 Jun 2008|06:40pm] |
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well. we all know that i don't update. :) i really suck at it. but my life really consists of nothing but school work these days and that's not that crazy to update about.
however, i am starting a healthy eating regiment on monday and that's the same day i also start my dancer workout which is awesome! body of a dancer = much better than the one you get from going to the gym.
ALSO, any college transferers know how soon i should apply to be a transfer student to a different school? i really don't have a clue.
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[10 Apr 2008|08:00pm] |
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i really WANT to update this thing but i honestly don't do enough to make me feel inclined to update it.
school is out soon, yes!!
party party party party!
gotta figure out birthday plans still. :)
going to try to hit up the keys this summer for a drunken good time.
:) that's all!
hope all of you are well and amazing! :)
p.s. i'll have a cell phone that works again one day.
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[26 Mar 2008|06:31pm] |
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not that large of an update, i'm very pressed for time for the next few days but i felt like slacking a bit.
last weekend i went to las vegas!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/dianabydesign/sets/72157604240319306/
pictures are up on that flickr link, it was lots of fun. suuuch good food, i loved it.
one drawback to the weekend though is i found out my knee is still royally screwed up, it hurts so bad. i did a decent amount of walking on sunday night so i think that might be why and it's just been very painful the last couple of days after it so i assume it's still healing up in the tissue and stuff even though it's not scabbed anymore.
i get to see paramore tomorrow with james, yes! so excited, i'm addicted to that band.
driving my car up to chicago to get it fixed this weekend, pretty exciting! then i fly home on monday and i finally get to be on spring break, thank god. i cannot wait. it's going to be so awesome sleeping in. however, that really puts me on a time crunch this week. i've got about 30 pages of reading/studying to do for a quiz tomorrow and i have to do a bunch of math homework that the teacher upped the due date to and i have nooo time to do it since i have paramore tomorrow and a meeting with one of my teachers, too. EESH. i'm going to be up late tonight.
although i do have to go to the doctor again and see if it's okay for me to work since my knee is killing me and he told me standing on it a lot wouldn't be good soooo hopefully i'll be able to go back because i'm incredibly broke right now and my bills are starting to stack up.
THEN i'm going to have to probably get a 2nd job since i know i won't be able to get the hours i need from planet x so we'll see how that goes. not really looking forward to job shopping but i really need money, i'm sick of debt. and being broke is only digging me further in the debt hole.
other than that, i'm doing pretty awesome in school, better than i thought i was which is great. i gotta step it up a bit in math class.
i also have to go shopping soon, my clothes are all starting to look horrible from me wearing them too much or they're just falling apart. however, i do need money to do that. yiiiikes.
annnnd, i get to go fly up to connecticut to see erinn and drive her stuff home with her from UHart which should be fun!! we're going to make some pretty sweet stops that i'm looking forward to.
other than that, i cannot wait for summer and turning 21 and honestly i cannot wait to get back to work. i miss it.
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[06 Mar 2008|02:28am] |
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i am so sick of school and papers and nonstop everything. i haven't had a break in 3 months and i'm starting to go crazy. i have an exam in 6 hours that i haven't had time to study for. i have a paper that's half of my midterm grade that's due tomorrow. and i cannot for the life of me bring myself to write this damn paper. mainly because nothing is coming to mind even though i read and studied everything for a damn month.
i cannot remember the last time where i honestly felt like i was so helpless. and i have no idea what to do to help myself.
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[02 Feb 2008|12:44am] |
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i never update this thing.
i want to! but i never feel like i have anything to say. but i shall now! and maybe i'll write more. who knows. i always say that and never do, hah!
i'm totally swamped with schoolwork always and forever and barely make it out of the amount i have when more gets piled on top of me. but i love it! it's amazing and i'm having a lot of fun this semester. :)
worked out my finances and my credit score went up 21 points because of it :) very happy and proud about that as well.
did my taxes today and ended up owing 35 bucks but it's all goooood. better than the government taking all my money i suppose :)
trying to save up for a macbook pro, i'm in dire need of a laptop that doesn't suck ass. problem is they're expensive as hell. so...maybe soon.
contemplating getting a second job so i can have some money but i may wait till the end of the semester. I work twice a week now but that's not exactly enough to live on with credit card bills. PLUS i need it for the internship i have over spring break.
speaking of! hooray! i got offered one of the internships with To Write Love On Her Arms, the suicide prevention group. it's based out of cocoa beach and there's an open invitation to camp in the back yard while you're there and hangout in the house they call "the bungalow" OR you can stay at a hotel if the backyard is full. i may just drive each day but i think it'd be fun to camp. we'll see :) i'm waiting on the forms from them, but i'm excited! i was scared when i first found out but it'll be an amazing experience if i decide to camp there and stay with the other interns. still deciding but yes! i was worried i wouldn't get it.
thinking about going to UF for my bachelor's, but i gotta look and see if FSU has a better history department. and who has a good communications department. oy yi yi.
i'm in desperate need of clothing. i'm down to one pair of work pants, one pair of jeans, the same 10 shirts i've been wearing to school, one pair of running shoes and one pair of sneakers. eeesh. hopefully i'll find time to get some soon.
that's pretty much it. :)
p.s. SAM! i'll do that thing next time i'm online, i promise!
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[09 Jan 2008|12:04am] |
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you are my love.
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[05 Jan 2008|02:09am] |
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I'm excited about this year. I know it's cliche to say that, but I'm on a good track to fixing what I've fucked up for myself over the years and I'm really happy about it. I'm learning too much about everything at one time and I'm soaking it up the best I can but I'll admit, I'm stumbling along the way.
But the people who matter most to me understand it and I know they see it and I'm glad they're letting me catch a break.
I can't wait for this semester to start on Monday, I can't wait to have a regular gym schedule, I can't wait for spring and finally going canoeing/kayaking up a river and it will be amazing. I just can't wait for it all to fall into place and it's only a couple of days away. :)
I want to go on a trip over my spring break! Someone should go with me or give me ideas as to where.
Sharon, lets meet up in a random city and make it spectacular. :)
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[07 Dec 2007|01:12am] |
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i love you.
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[15 Nov 2007|01:42pm] |
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guess who finally declared a major!?
diana!
hell yes.
majoring in history (would be american history specifically but few schools offer that degree so it'll have to wait till i can transfer) with an art history minor.
possibly also doing something with chemistry, i haven't decided that yet.
but it's very exciting :)
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[24 Oct 2007|03:34pm] |
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Finances are AWESOME!
Especially when you have to worry about them on top of way too much homework.
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[11 Oct 2007|02:50am] |
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sooooooooo.
i basically don't have a job anymore.
i do still work at gamestop but i'm going to be getting between 8-15 hours a week from what adam told me today. which is crap. and this means i need another job. and this sucks because i have bills due and i'm totally freakin broke.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
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[10 Oct 2007|02:56am] |
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thinkgeek.
you are the answer to my prayers.
could my life in the boonies be getting just a little bit better?
APPARENTLY SO.
it's a good thing that t-mobile and at&t aren't on the same otherwise i'd fall into that sidekick thing again. i vow not to break another contract!!!
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[05 Oct 2007|03:08am] |
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so i'm pretty suuuuuuure. that after the christmas season at work and after my credit cards are paid off. i'm going to buy two of these little angels:
i'm in love.
and i want them to both be boys. and they will be named hiro and ando.
AWWWW.
love.
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[30 Sep 2007|02:01am] |
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this week has honestly been one of the hardest ones i've ever had. but i think now that everything is going to start settling down it should be easier. i finally feel like i'll be able to sleep for more than an hour.
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[27 Sep 2007|01:58am] |
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link 1
link 2
this is what happened for those of you who don't know.
again, if anybody needs anything just let me know. <3
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[25 Sep 2007|05:44am] |
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i love all of my friends very dearly.
and i want those of you who i am only in contact with over livejournal to know this.
especially after tonight.
my heart goes out to all of you who are affected the most by this and just let me know if you need anything. i'll be there as soon as i can.
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